I hate that I have to go on without you and create the thing you and I thought of. You should have been here to do this with me. Listen to music and laugh. I will never know what would have been the rest of us.

The point we left off. I was still that person. Us. How hard it was to shed and become me. How beautiful it has been to become me. I never would have imagined.

And what will I become. It’s all on your love and building blocks. You were not a great dad, but you raised me up to be me. My real self. I am forever grateful. And you knew it’s what I always wanted.

Forever doesn’t seem long enough.

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